lady bug runaway love hunger I relate starved lumpy rarely funny leash not us wild nature rush
stepping out on ledge full breeze flying fest able to mangle who let in pessimism doubt as dream neutering trust true test trauma trip bags of burden culture shit slap self silly with simplicity planted trees need strong arm watering
takes time learning how to live society upside down hades pit crooked picture perfect see it yet serving something Sacred never met
maybe last stretch walked alone just old dog dragging swollen bone.
fear is a fucker
waste of thought power
blind busy future
we burden ourselves useless
yeah things go wrong
at least different then plans drawn
whoopie ding dong
play with broken pieces found
empower yourself
stop drinking victim well
once finally moved on
vampires won’t stick around
talking new world consciousness
old way death obvious
responsible only to Truth
all else swallowed puke.
Day Gun
lemon horse shit boots don’t fit
piling avoidance sinks all ships
mental prison foundation fear
patterns point towards self work dear
sacrificing life to schooling system
handful thank you cards hollow reason
cluttered drawers same for psyche
pain invites change day and nightly
martyr mother chose by me
stern Sag teacher abundance seen
bravest beauty rejected abortion
moved us away from alcoholic
worked ass off for children career
proved doubters wrong as woman leader
tough watching parent shrink away
loving gratitude forever carried.
Day Gun
waiting true love do get free
spying lady spirit trees
can you see her answer yet
will fear persist place your bets
who would guess failure tests
lost direction find the path
change life’s song sing along
breath in then out now rhythm found
only lonely know hunger feels
untruth weakens pain is real
sucked through gateway each eclipse
can’t go back growth our whip
nothing ever not in service
victim mindset so worth purging
responsible for thought word deeds
why not share this dance with me.
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